Published on 2025-12-08 19:44:15 -0600 by hyperreal
I kind of want to not be conscious. This world sucks. I don't want to die. I just want to shut my brain and emotions off. I'm going to go chainsmoke vegetativel...
Published on 2025-12-08 11:48:58 -0600 by hyperreal
I have to go to the grocery store.
Published on 2025-11-21 18:08:07 -0600 by hyperreal
I'm sad, scared, and irritable. My brain is empty -- I don't have anything else to say about these feels.
Published on 2025-07-08 14:15:33 -0500 by hyperreal
I want to do something that (1) benefits the FOSS and digital rights community, and/or (2) increases my employability as a sysadmin/DevOps specialist. I have a ...
Published on 2025-07-03 20:05:05 -0500 by hyperreal
There are going to be booms in the sky for my town's firework show in about an hour. I hate booms. Nor am I feeling particularly proud of this country right now...
Published on 2025-07-03 13:26:44 -0500 by hyperreal
I think the paranoia is gone today. At least I don't have any ruminations or anything. I'm still real cranky and irritable. I went to the grocery store to stock...
Published on 2025-07-02 21:04:31 -0500 by hyperreal
The paranoia I had earlier is mostly gone, but I still feel it in the back of my mind. I'm also in a state where I feel depressed and unable to enjoy things. I ...
Published on 2025-06-25 18:00:29 -0500 by hyperreal
I'm feeling cranky, irritable. I can list a number of external organic factors that may be the cause of this but it wouldn't be right because said external orga...