Published on 2025-06-01 23:39:18 -0500 by hyperreal
My brain has encountered a sleep-blocking bug. A social event aftershock intrusive thought loop. A surge of anxiety and adrenaline or whatever that keeps me awa...
Published on 2025-06-01 17:43:00 -0500 by hyperreal
Went to my niece's birthday party today. There were a lot of people. I was there for a couple hours, but went outside frequently to breathe and be away from the...
Published on 2025-05-30 19:57:00 -0500 by hyperreal
I listened to this Linux Unplugged podcast episode today. There were some clips from the recent Red Hat summit in Boston. They play a clip of the CEO of Red Hat...
Published on 2025-05-30 04:30:00 -0500 by hyperreal
Me: (gazes into the looking-glass self after 9 pm) 🧐
Published on 2025-05-27 16:55:00 -0500 by hyperreal
Earlier today I went to two different Walgreen's to pick up prescriptions. I regularly have to play musical pharmacies because one of them doesn't have a prescr...
Published on 2025-05-25 17:03:00 -0500 by hyperreal
Anxiety and sadness is bad at the moment.
Published on 2025-05-24 23:53:00 -0500 by hyperreal
A couple weeks ago, I said I was kind of burnt out on Starfield. The next day, I began a consistent streak of playing it every night since then.
Published on 2025-05-24 21:32:00 -0500 by hyperreal
My brain decided it's time to re-evaluate the theory that I'm AuDHD. I wish figuring this out was more empirical and less interpretative. It's hard to different...
Published on 2025-05-23 17:20:00 -0500 by hyperreal
If I'm sad and it's nobody's fault, then it's the universe's fault. But the universe doesn't have even any moral agency, so you can't really hold it accountable...
Published on 2025-05-23 10:23:00 -0500 by hyperreal
Nothing makes my blood boil like people spreading and believing misinformation about autism and mental health issues.