hyperreal's hyper-feels, and sometimes hypo-feels. You might find these relatable, crazy, and/or just plain cringe. Regardless, read at your own peril.

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Entry 0006

Published on 2025-05-22 19:12:00 -0500 by hyperreal
Today there has been an uptick in frequency of various intrusive thoughts, but I haven't been sucked down the rabbit role of any one of them. I just find it cur...

Entry 0005

Published on 2025-05-21 13:37:00 -0500 by hyperreal
I have to go somewhere in a couple hours and my anxiety is bad again. I don't want to take clonazepam because I don't feel like I should give in to the universe...

Entry 0004

Published on 2025-05-19 21:10:00 -0500 by hyperreal
I just spent about 40 minutes reading my own Bsky and Mastodon posts, because I'm a goblin like that.

Entry 0003

Published on 2025-05-16 09:58:00 -0500 by hyperreal
The RYO tobacco I get doesn't pack right in this heat and humidity and it's frustrating, so I just spent $229 on two cartons of Marlboro.

Entry 0002

Published on 2025-05-15 12:05:00 -0500 by hyperreal
This morning I got up too fast from the chair and had to hold on to the walls to keep from fainting. This is a side effect of the psychiatric meds I take. It ha...

Entry 0001

Published on 2025-05-13 20:05:00 -0500 by hyperreal
ME: (doing sysadmin things and checking Mastodon, sipping coconut water, minding my own)