Published on 2025-05-22 19:12:00 -0500 by hyperreal
Today there has been an uptick in frequency of various intrusive thoughts, but I haven't been sucked down the rabbit role of any one of them. I just find it cur...
Published on 2025-05-21 13:37:00 -0500 by hyperreal
I have to go somewhere in a couple hours and my anxiety is bad again. I don't want to take clonazepam because I don't feel like I should give in to the universe...
Published on 2025-05-19 21:10:00 -0500 by hyperreal
I just spent about 40 minutes reading my own Bsky and Mastodon posts, because I'm a goblin like that.
Published on 2025-05-16 09:58:00 -0500 by hyperreal
The RYO tobacco I get doesn't pack right in this heat and humidity and it's frustrating, so I just spent $229 on two cartons of Marlboro.
Published on 2025-05-15 12:05:00 -0500 by hyperreal
This morning I got up too fast from the chair and had to hold on to the walls to keep from fainting. This is a side effect of the psychiatric meds I take. It ha...
Published on 2025-05-13 20:05:00 -0500 by hyperreal
ME: (doing sysadmin things and checking Mastodon, sipping coconut water, minding my own)