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I have no societally beneficial or capitalistically valid purpose at the moment.

Couldn't fall asleep. Brain demons. I'll play Starfield until I start nodding out.

This time of the year always reminds me of the last day of school of 7th grade, in June of 2001. It also reminds me of the song Crawling by Linkin Park. On the ...

Feeling kind of anhedonic at the moment. Ice cream didn't help. I kind of want to go to bed but it's too early yet. I feel like crying but I'm too numb for tear...

I had intense anxiety earlier, so I took clonazepam. I'm less viscerally anxious now, but now I have automatic negative thoughts.

My brain has encountered a sleep-blocking bug. A social event aftershock intrusive thought loop. A surge of anxiety and adrenaline or whatever that keeps me awa...

Went to my niece's birthday party today. There were a lot of people. I was there for a couple hours, but went outside frequently to breathe and be away from the...

I listened to this Linux Unplugged podcast episode today. There were some clips from the recent Red Hat summit in Boston. They play a clip of the CEO of Red Hat...

Me: (gazes into the looking-glass self after 9 pm) 🧐

Earlier today I went to two different Walgreen's to pick up prescriptions. I regularly have to play musical pharmacies because one of them doesn't have a prescr...