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Anxiety spike. Debating whether I should take a clonazepam or not, or maybe half of one. I haven't had caffeine in two hours, so the acute effects of caffeine s...

I've been having this recurring dream where we lost our house, or had to move to a new house for some reason. I don't understand why I keep having this particul...

It is 5:30 am. I'm scared in the general sense.

Big sigh. I woke up this morning, got my coffee and cigarettes to go into the garage. I'm groggy. My dad is in there. He starts swearing at political shit on th...

Me: [Sees a post on the fediverse that contains a critical undertone or explicit criticism.]

My anxiety and executive functioning is just crap today. It's taking me forever to do things that on a good day I can do fairly quickly. I had to take a full cl...

I'm sad/anxious/scared/automatic negative thoughts. But I'm going to visit my grandpa today and we will watch our shows.

Braindump commencing...

I intend to go for a walk outside soon. I'm dreading it. Arguing with myself, rationalizing staying home. I know I'll feel better if I do it, but most of the ti...