Published on 2025-10-11 11:31:34 -0500 by hyperreal
I'm fairly content and in a decent mood today. The only qualm I have is that I hope my bowels will move some time soon.
Published on 2025-10-09 20:03:12 -0500 by hyperreal
Woke up from a nap with a pounding headache and goblin-level misophonia.
Published on 2025-10-07 20:47:25 -0500 by hyperreal
I'm real anxious at the moment. I took a clonazepam about an hour ago but it has not helped yet.
Published on 2025-10-06 17:24:36 -0500 by hyperreal
I'm throwing in the towel on the job hunt.
Published on 2025-10-06 14:28:40 -0500 by hyperreal
I have a strong itch to get a self-hosted solution working for my Bluebuild/UBlue images because I'm allergic to Big Tech. But I'm not thinking straight right n...
Published on 2025-10-06 14:05:36 -0500 by hyperreal
I gotta eat something but I'm mentally sick to my stomach, and I can't decide wtf I want to eat. I'm currently unwilling to leave the house.
Published on 2025-10-03 12:39:03 -0500 by hyperreal
I can't focus on anything at the moment. My brain is everywhere. Yak-shaving things in my homelab only to later decide not to use it, wasting time. A few other ...
Published on 2025-10-01 22:22:01 -0500 by hyperreal
The automatic depressive thoughts broke containment earlier than usual tonight. I slightly feel like crying but I don't think it will manifest. I suspect this h...
Published on 2025-09-29 04:25:53 -0500 by hyperreal
I tend to respond or react quickly to peoples' replies and comments (provided I see them) because this is the only social life I have lol. I'm not really ashame...
Published on 2025-09-20 12:17:01 -0500 by hyperreal
Me: It's one of those days in which I slept a lot and now I have way too much excitable energy, like hypomanic energy and anxiety. Maybe half a clonazepam will ...