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I'm gonna have a root beer float tonight like I did yesterday. I don't expect it to improve my mood. All I can reasonably expect from it is that it will taste g...

I want to do something that (1) benefits the FOSS and digital rights community, and/or (2) increases my employability as a sysadmin/DevOps specialist. I have a ...

There are going to be booms in the sky for my town's firework show in about an hour. I hate booms. Nor am I feeling particularly proud of this country right now...

I think the paranoia is gone today. At least I don't have any ruminations or anything. I'm still real cranky and irritable. I went to the grocery store to stock...

The paranoia I had earlier is mostly gone, but I still feel it in the back of my mind. I'm also in a state where I feel depressed and unable to enjoy things. I ...

I went to visit my grandpa today, as I do every Wednesday. On my way out and during the ride home, I experienced a wave of paranoia and rumination. I started fe...

Anxiety and disorganization are through the roof today. I feel like I can't focus on anything until certain other conditions have been met. I'm waiting for my d...

I'm feeling cranky, irritable. I can list a number of external organic factors that may be the cause of this but it wouldn't be right because said external orga...

I was looking at comments on a friend's Bsky post and saw a comment from someone who ghosted me on Twitter a couple years ago. I didn't even know why they ghost...

I have decision paralysis, but I'll likely end up prioritizing them by what makes me feel better.