Archives for December 2025

Entry 0087

Published on 2025-12-09 17:24:49 -0600 by hyperreal

My disability benefits are up for review this year. Next week, I have an in-person appointment with the social security administration, where they'd have a doct...

Entry 0086

Published on 2025-12-08 19:44:15 -0600 by hyperreal

I kind of want to not be conscious. This world sucks. I don't want to die. I just want to shut my brain and emotions off. I'm going to go chainsmoke vegetativel...

Entry 0085

Published on 2025-12-08 11:48:58 -0600 by hyperreal

I have to go to the grocery store.

Entry 0084

Published on 2025-12-05 19:30:42 -0600 by hyperreal

I need to calm down and be more rational. I'm all wound up for some reason. There was way to much noise upstairs between the TV, my dad, my niece, and her noisy...

Entry 0083

Published on 2025-12-04 16:38:12 -0600 by hyperreal

I'm getting annoyed by the frequency of updates on my CachyOS desktop/gaming rig, again. Strong itch to install Bazzite, again. I'm going to stick this out. It'...

Entry 0082

Published on 2025-12-01 21:12:33 -0600 by hyperreal

I feel exhausted. I'm not sleepy, but just physically spent. My forehead muscles are tense and I have bags under my eyes. It helps to relax my face and close my...