Archives for October 2025

I haven't dealt with trolls and rage-baiters since Twitter. Today I had to deal with them on Bsky. Among them was a Bsky technical advisor with 61.4K followers....

ME: I'm getting a vacation in a few months!

Am vaguely depress ☹️

I'm expected to be at a family gathering today. I'm really not in the mood for socializing. I'm also constipated going on three days, which means I might have a...

I hate feeling like I'm being treated like a freak that people are squeamish about. The only people whom I don't feel like this around are my family. I don't kn...

I need hugs but I'm afraid to ask for them.

Searching for food on the DoorDash site, and they have Culver's and Wendy's listed under the "healthy" category. That's not quite what I had in mind for healthy...

I'm kind of grumpy today. And sad. I try tracing the cause of these feels and I just end up at existence.

I'm kind of sad. I don't know why. I did good today. My brain just turned on me all of a sudden.

Today I am trying out CachyOS, with the intention that if I like it, I'm going to continue using it as my daily driver.

I'm fairly content and in a decent mood today. The only qualm I have is that I hope my bowels will move some time soon.

Woke up from a nap with a pounding headache and goblin-level misophonia.

I'm real anxious at the moment. I took a clonazepam about an hour ago but it has not helped yet.

I'm throwing in the towel on the job hunt.

I have a strong itch to get a self-hosted solution working for my Bluebuild/UBlue images because I'm allergic to Big Tech. But I'm not thinking straight right n...

I gotta eat something but I'm mentally sick to my stomach, and I can't decide wtf I want to eat. I'm currently unwilling to leave the house.

I can't focus on anything at the moment. My brain is everywhere. Yak-shaving things in my homelab only to later decide not to use it, wasting time. A few other ...

The automatic depressive thoughts broke containment earlier than usual tonight. I slightly feel like crying but I don't think it will manifest. I suspect this h...