Archives for June 2025

Anxiety and disorganization are through the roof today. I feel like I can't focus on anything until certain other conditions have been met. I'm waiting for my d...

I'm feeling cranky, irritable. I can list a number of external organic factors that may be the cause of this but it wouldn't be right because said external orga...

I was looking at comments on a friend's Bsky post and saw a comment from someone who ghosted me on Twitter a couple years ago. I didn't even know why they ghost...

I have decision paralysis, but I'll likely end up prioritizing them by what makes me feel better.

I have no societally beneficial or capitalistically valid purpose at the moment.

Couldn't fall asleep. Brain demons. I'll play Starfield until I start nodding out.

This time of the year always reminds me of the last day of school of 7th grade, in June of 2001. It also reminds me of the song Crawling by Linkin Park. On the ...

Feeling kind of anhedonic at the moment. Ice cream didn't help. I kind of want to go to bed but it's too early yet. I feel like crying but I'm too numb for tear...

I had intense anxiety earlier, so I took clonazepam. I'm less viscerally anxious now, but now I have automatic negative thoughts.

My brain has encountered a sleep-blocking bug. A social event aftershock intrusive thought loop. A surge of anxiety and adrenaline or whatever that keeps me awa...

Went to my niece's birthday party today. There were a lot of people. I was there for a couple hours, but went outside frequently to breathe and be away from the...