Archives for May 2025

I listened to this Linux Unplugged podcast episode today. There were some clips from the recent Red Hat summit in Boston. They play a clip of the CEO of Red Hat...

Me: (gazes into the looking-glass self after 9 pm) 🧐

Earlier today I went to two different Walgreen's to pick up prescriptions. I regularly have to play musical pharmacies because one of them doesn't have a prescr...

Anxiety and sadness is bad at the moment.

A couple weeks ago, I said I was kind of burnt out on Starfield. The next day, I began a consistent streak of playing it every night since then.

My brain decided it's time to re-evaluate the theory that I'm AuDHD. I wish figuring this out was more empirical and less interpretative. It's hard to different...

If I'm sad and it's nobody's fault, then it's the universe's fault. But the universe doesn't have even any moral agency, so you can't really hold it accountable...

Nothing makes my blood boil like people spreading and believing misinformation about autism and mental health issues.

The music at the Lodge in #Starfield is so relaxing. I just got done playing for the night and that music is in my head, giving me warm, calm vibes.

Today there has been an uptick in frequency of various intrusive thoughts, but I haven't been sucked down the rabbit role of any one of them. I just find it cur...

I have to go somewhere in a couple hours and my anxiety is bad again. I don't want to take clonazepam because I don't feel like I should give in to the universe...

I just spent about 40 minutes reading my own Bsky and Mastodon posts, because I'm a goblin like that.

The RYO tobacco I get doesn't pack right in this heat and humidity and it's frustrating, so I just spent $229 on two cartons of Marlboro.

This morning I got up too fast from the chair and had to hold on to the walls to keep from fainting. This is a side effect of the psychiatric meds I take. It ha...

ME: (doing sysadmin things and checking Mastodon, sipping coconut water, minding my own)