Entry 0023

I have decision paralysis, but I'll likely end up prioritizing them by what makes me feel better.

Choices:

• fold towels
• fold and put away laundry
• shave
• clean teeth
• play Shadowrun: Dragonfall
• play Starfield

This was complicated by my mom being toxic about me folding towels. I ran an errand for them today, so I don't think she was right to yell at me about folding towels. And the towels just got out of the laundry, so it's not like I've been procrastinating on them. I told her I'll do them tomorrow, but this didn't satisfy her. She doesn't like when people aren't ready to jump on every command she gives, so she was irritated at me, and now my nervous system is somewhat wonked up. It also happens to be after 9 PM here, so neurotransmitter depletion probably precipitated/exacerbated the nervous system wonkiness. I've decided I'll do the towels tomorrow.

But now I have my own laundry to fold and put away, which would take about 15 minutes, then shave and clean my teeth, which would take about 20 minutes, so 35 minutes altogether. That's less time I have to play a video game before I go to bed, if I can even decide which game I want to play. I want to play Shadowrun: Dragonfall, but I'm slightly not feeling it at the moment, and I still have tendrils in Starfield, so I think I'll choose Starfield. Putting my laundry away, shaving, and cleaning my teeth would make me feel like I got more done today, so I'll do that before settling down and playing Starfield.