Entry 0019

Feeling kind of anhedonic at the moment. Ice cream didn't help. I kind of want to go to bed but it's too early yet. I feel like crying but I'm too numb for tears and sobbing to manifest. All I can muster at the moment is just sitting with my head resting on my hand with my eyes squeezed shut, a furrowed brow, and a tense frown.

I'm in the middle of playing Starfield and had to pause the game to write this. Writing this makes the feelings slightly more tolerable somehow.