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I've wasted half the day ruminating about a social interaction that doesn't even matter anymore. Why do I continue to socialize when it has the potential to rui...

My brain is ruminating today, over something I'm fairly sure has nothing directly to do with me personally. But it makes me afraid to listen to something I've e...

My cognition and executive functioning have been piss-poor today.

Whenever I take my night time med, which is the anti-psychotic, I feel this sort of "dysphoria". I mean this in the sense of being the opposite of euphoria. Whe...

Not sure if "people-pleaser" is a good characteristic to have when applying for a cybersecurity-related job. Or at least not a good idea to mention it in one's ...

When people who are not on the schizophrenia spectrum tell me, "Oh yeah I get paranoid too when I have THC", after I tell them why I can't have THC, I don't kno...

Hopelessness and sadness is back. I'm not feeling up for any gaming tonight, but at least I sort of feel like doing TryHackMe rooms.

The universe sends me automatic negative thoughts as I try to play ESO. It's so cruel. I haven't done anything to deserve this. The way I look at this situation...

Me: Is she really that excited about the topic, or was she trying to make me think she's crazy/hyper in an attempt to get me to avoid her?

I'm gonna have a root beer float tonight like I did yesterday. I don't expect it to improve my mood. All I can reasonably expect from it is that it will taste g...